Though I have a trouble now

 

I have been enjoying my autumn days nowadays... Even though the weather is cold, sunlight is bright, and air feels very fresh.  Though, of course, I have some agonies, worries and concerns a little bit, about how to continue to teach English so as to make a living.  Even , today, one of my students said she would quit studying with me, because her health is not good, she has to do many works, actually , overwork at night. Thus, though she wants and needs to study Engnlish, she cannot find any free time and some kind of room in her mind. When I heard her say that , I noticed her face does not look good enough... Yes, her face was telling that she needs to take a break, take her time.... but as for me, i feel sorry that I lose one student, customer... I am expecting to meet two other students this week, but I am not sure whether they continue to study or not... that is my worry.... and also the afterschool English class is having trouble also, as students have reduced a lot. it was for the renewal project of the area, I mean, the district where the school was located... So inhabitants have moved to other places... this is my worry also.

But I try not to worry, but I try to be grateful to God, Jesus, for until now God has provied for me. Even though i am not sure, and I do not know about future.... there is no one who knows the future, and who is sure of themselves....

I try to be joyful in God, as the 2nd Corinthians says...

I feel happy looking at msy small home cafe, with autumn flowers, and cute dolls