Here and now, I am grateful to my God

When I am alone, surrounded by unknown people, feeling anonymous... I (you) realize how precious it is to know someone, a person. To get to know a person and become friends, be close to them are incredible monents in life...
When I took a trip abroad by myself with a pacakage group. Though we were almost 12 people, there was no one that feels close to me. No one to rely on when i feel weary or when i need help.. yes, there are times in life that I need help from others. There are things that I cannot do by myself. Whethere you are married or not, you need to have friends, some one you can trust and you can depend on...
Do I have such friends? Am i such a friend to someone?

 

I got upset by students at the afterschool class today. 6 grade girl did not follow or obey teachers' word, conmand, including me... she was these days like that, so I have thought she is impolite, rude .. I yelled at her at last...i was reminded of the scripture which says everything and every thought and inclination humans do and have were all evil from the infants in Genesis. In addition, it occurred to me that I also had disobeyed my parents and teachers. Though it is already late and all past things, I repent of them earnestly in God.

 

Though I don't have a lot of money , I have some amount of money...in my bank account. But I know I am not happy because I have lots of money... That is what other people have said. I found out a video in which a young photographer said that though she made a large amount of money she was not happy at all. She said that she got depressed with almost 100 million one a year. I was surprised to hear that. And I realized again that moeny does not guarantee my happiness... Thus , though my students quit studying with me, I said to myself, Do not be troubled, do not be depressed... God my heavenly father feeds me and clothes me, as he said in the Gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.  Here and now, Let me be grateful to God.  The Holy Spirit is always with me, He cares for me, I am not alone.  I am thankful to my God, with my cozy desk decorated with plants and autumn flowers...