The base, foundation of my study, thought, or criticism is nothing but love of God, faith in God, thanks and happiniess in God...whatever the subject may be, including feminism, feminist theology, gender studies, whatever the subject maybe... When I think deeply of those topics, when I write essays on such topics, their bases, foundations are the love of God, my faith in God...
When I read the book The madwaman in the attic, I feel sympathetic with many women writers, poets, novelists, and two authors. Anxiety, discomfort, fright, mental, psychological, physical disease, affliction, arduous track of their literary lives of women authors in 18, 19th century in England and America... though they were so called developed nations, the western world is nothing but a patriarchal one. it goes without saying that literary world and tradition of the west is also very patriarchal...
I went to church after 2 or 3 weeks later..members welcomed me earnestly. I was also very glad to see them, my family in god's household...i ate a lot, in addition i could bring some food home...i read the scripture, Isaiah. I am grateful to god , i feel much better now than in the morning. But i am worried about the tap water leaking, which almost has wetted some parts of the walls in my main room. I was happy, grateful to god when i first moved to this house. But the water leaking has been annoying problem of this house. I tried not to grumble about this matter. But i don't know why i chose this house or, more exactly, why god allowed me to choose this...at that time , this house was the best choice i could make... Never did i dream of having such a matter as water leaking... i do not know whether i live here long years or not...i hope so. I don't want to move to another house so easily and so soon. It takes a lot of unnecessary money, energy and time.. i am going to pray and find out good ways to solve this matter.